i'm learning on how to deliver things in positives way and i found that hope is hopefully one of it

Hopefully there's still people reading this blog,
Hopefully there's still people reading this sentence,
Hopefully there's still people will find joy in this post,
Hopefully there's still people will notices i'm still alive,

Hopefully all of my reader's have been well all this time,
Hopefully all of my reader's are living their life,
Hopefully all of my reader's are getting better day by day,
Hopefully all of my reader's knows how to love and be loved,
 
Hopefully all of my reader's knows it is perfectly fine to feel lost sometimes,
Hopefully all of my reader's knows it is perfectly okay to feel like giving up sometimes,
Hopefully all of my reader's knows it is good to feel lonely sometimes,
Hopefully all of my reader's knows it is good to face failures sometimes,

Hopefully all of you still can find hope even if things are hard,
Hopefully all of you still keep on pushing whenever things are hard,
Hopefully all of you keep being grateful rather than complaining,
Hopefully all of you keep on smiling rather than frowning,

Hopefully all of us can still find a good things in harsh days,
Hopefully all of us can still be calm in the midst of storms,
Hopefully all of us can still find joys in the middle of the rain,
Hopefully all of us can still be kind towards people that lacks of it,

Hopefully i'll still have the time to write for all of you from time to time,
Hopefully i'll still have a chance to express all my ideas in here from time to time,
Hopefully i'll still have what it takes to inspire all of you from time to time,
Hopefully i'll still find all of you spreading the positives vibes wherever you guys might be.

hopefully my smile will make all of you smile

hopefully you guys have smile for today lol

Don't get too caught up playing the game of being better than anyone. Sometimes all you need to do is just compete with the old you

Eagerness to compete is no doubt a good traits. However, don't get too obsessed with that trait until the game likes who has best car, who is the wealthiest, who has the most beautiful wife, who has the most etc become your obsession. When you play that game to the point you willing to bring others down, that's not healthy. It doesn't bring any good either. Yeah, you may feel a so called satisfaction but it's only temporary.  

Let's spread the love. Let's help each other to be better together. You don't need lots of money or power to help people. The simplest touch like a warm smile can really do a wonder in other's life sometimes. A simple positive words like 'You can do it' can bring out the best in people sometimes. When you do good to others, you'll feel good. A really calm kind of good. Try it with sincerity, and you'll feel it.  Trust me.

kids, no matter whatever life throws at you, no matter how hard it might be for you, never lose your warm smile, wear it often,wear it all the time.

as the time passes by,
throughout the road,
you got hurt,
and you'll be hurt again,
but then at the same time,
you got inspired,
you'll be inspired again,
you'll get everything,
both the good and the bad,
one after another,

as the time passes by,
throughout the road,
things changed,
the innocent become wild,
the wild become tame,
the warm become cold,
the cold become warm
friends become strangers,
strangers become friends,
love become hate,
hate become love,
silly become wisdom,
love grows and sometimes fades,
moments become memories.

in the middle of between juggling the impossible mission to save my grades and completing my things-to-do-list-before-i-graduate

"I know we all think that we’re immortal. We’re supposed to feel that way. Future is and should be it’s brightest right now. But like our brief four years in high school, what makes life valuable is that it doesn’t last forever. What makes it precious is that it ends. I know that now more than ever and I say it, today of all days, to remind us that time is life. It’s easy to feel hopeful on a beautiful day like today, but there will be dark days ahead of us too. There will be days where you feel all alone, and that’s when hope is needed most.No matter how buried it gets, or how lost you feel, you must promise me that you will hold on to hope and keep it alive. We have to be greater than what we suffer. My wish for you is to become hope; people need that. Even if we fail, what better way is there to live?I know it feels like we’re saying goodbye, but we will carry a piece of each other into everything that we do next, to remind us of who we are, and of who we’re meant to be."-Gwen Stacy

dalam tengah sibuk exam ni sempat lagi layan movie spiderman ni and bila scene si gwen bermonolog quotes di atas ni...aduyaiiii...sedihnya rasa...deeeeep sungguh since i'm currently sitting my final, finals exam of degree life.can't believe it's gonna end next friday. hmm the most impossible things-to-do-list-before-graduates is taking selfie using my instax with strangers i always bump into in campus but never say hi.mana tidaknya. imagine anda diapproach oleh orang yang tak dikenali dan tiba tiba dia ajak anda selfie.of coz anda akan ingat manusia macam ni creepy weirdo.kan? haha 

apa yang kau kejar itu penting, tapi apa yang lebih penting itu adalah mereka yang pentingnya tiada pengganti.

have you ever had that moment when out of the blue you found yourself sitting and start wondering about things in life. among the things were what is really important in my life? why am i doing what i'm doing right now? is it necessary? is it worth it? 

twenty-two years of life had me say that achievements and possessions are really not what matter the most. the things that really matter is the people that is really matter in my life. because the achievements and possessions i gained does not really taste that sweet after all even though after overcoming the pain,struggles and hard work in the process. 

well i am still young after all and maybe am still have lot to experience and when the times come i might change my point of view then. but what i'm really trying to say here is that happiness only meaningful and taste sweet when shared. and that claim maybe will stay the same in the next 10 or 20 or 50 years from now. 

and whenever you shared something, that's when love blossom. and it blossom better with people's that matter. whenever love blossom in your life, how beautiful does it feel? and what is more beautiful to life than love? well take note that love isn't just those girlfriend-boyfriend kind of love.that's is just a branch of the love tree. love is much more bigger than that. 

waiting tirelessly for your turn coz u know potong-que is not nice is love. smiling towards a face in need of a sunshine is love. helping a person in need with no expectation of something in returns is love. a father struggling for a piece of bread for his child is love. a working mother that probably exhausted still cook a lovely meal for her family is love. a friend that found lots of reason to hate and backbiting another friend but chose not to and still prefer to help her or him change her/himself is love.

and the question is,

who is he or she or them that really matter in your life?

and the next question is what have you done so far for them?

do they know their value in your world?

what are you waiting for? go and tell them before it's too late. 

happy mother's day puan zakiah binti abdullah :)

things to do before i graduate - another one down tons more need to be done

final year project sudah ku hayun,

dalam gembira ada sedih yang mengelamun,

gembira kerana hilangnya lelah bertimbun,

sedih meratap hari-hari ini menjadi memori berkurun.

"Life exists only at this very moment, and in this moment it is infinite and eternal, for the present moment is infinitely small; before we can measure it, it has gone, and yet it exists forever" (Alan Watts)

Browsing my lappie and found all these old photos in foundation time back in 2010.It feels like only yesterday i came here, soon i'm gonna leave this place. so much have happened in the past years.happy times, conflict, dramas and so on and on.looking back at it, i can't help but laugh at myself bout all the stupids things i've done.it's funny. how i wish time can be pause or rewind. i still have plenty things-to-do-before-graduate on my list. but such is life. so que sera sera carpe diem!

 islamic studies

 late nite hangout

 cik teen's open house

 malaysian studies

new year 2011

ooppss this one was 2012 things

we know we can never go back to that young passionate time of our days

when i look back at my life, i don't know why i always think foundation is the best years in my whole university's life. maybe it's because of the smell of the new place at that time that made it interesting. or maybe it's because of that feeling of being unknown to the surrounding at that moment. feeling of fresh new start of one chapter of your life maybe.

stepping into a new place alone, the saying-hi-i'm-blabla-nice-to-meet-you-what's-your-name phase is really..how do i put it into words? interesting? meaningful? funny? akward? i don't know. it depends on how it turn out to be i guess.

that phase always have been and always will be the starting of your life there. It made you learned lots of things as the days goes by. you'll met lots of people in life. the hi-bye people, the loyal friends, the happy-times-only friends, the strangers-with-lots-positive-impact-to-your-life-without-you-realised-it, the in-front-good-one-but-back-180-degree-one and many more.

no matter who they are always remember those people you've met always have something good to offer you.so never hate them. we are all humans after all. we aren't and never will be perfect. as much as you hate them for their flaws, you too have flaws.

the good and nice type will made your gloomy day turns bright. the bad-to-you people will teach you how to be good even when people do bad things to you.

and the real challenge of life is always have been and always will be the giving flowers to even the hand that crushes it. coz doing good to people whom are nice to you is just merely returning a favor.

"what is done in love is well done" - vincent van gogh

cuba bayangkan apabila si doktor merawat pesakit sepenuh hati tanpa menghiraukan ofis hournya yang sudah tamat atau tak mengira kemampuan si pesakit menampung kos treatmentnya. berapa banyak nyawa mampu diselamatkan agaknya? nyawa yang penting bagi si kecil yang belum mampu berdiri dengan kaki sendiri mungkin? atau nyawa si anak yang merupakan tempat bergantung si ibu yang tak terlarat kudratnya untuk menyuap nasi ke mulut sendiri mungkin?

cuba bayangkan pekerja mcd menyambut pelanggan yang kusut fikirannya berkecamuk hatinya dengan senyuman penuh girang keikhlasan bersama nada suara yang tersenyum. mungkin semangat si pelanggan yang mulanya layu berubah sehingga produktivitinya sangat mengagumkan bosnya hari itu. and of coz secara tidak langsung menyejukkan hati bos yang stress seterusnya suasana di ofis mereka menjadi ceria sehingga lah matahari nak terjunam hari itu. mungkin?

cuba bayangkan si ayah secara tiba-tiba meluangkan masa dengan berkualiti dibaluti kasih sayang bersama si anak yang acah acah independent walhal dalam dirinya sunyi sepi dahagakan kasih seorang ayah. mungkin kesunyian si anak yang nyaris menyebabkan dia terjebak dengan kasih seorang rakan yang bersulamkan dadah dapat ditebas? atau mungkin si anak yang mengalami sindrom sering-dibuli-kerana-kekurangangnya-namun-takut-dicop-anak-manja-atau-si-cengeng-kalau-report-si-pembuli-kepada-cikgu di sekolah akan rasa there's more to life to be looking forward each day like my dad or there's people who love me so i'll never give up on life.

cuba bayangkan si cikgu mengajar anak didiknya dengan penuh semangat dan keikhlasan. berapa ramaikan si buta huruf bertukar menjadi si celik IT? berapa ramaikah si nakal akan menjadi manusia berguna kepada dunia sejagat? berapa ramaikah jiwa yang merasakan dirinya hanya layak menjadi prebet biasa atau kuli-kuli bertukar menjadi jiwa yang bercita-cita tinggi?

cuba bayangkan si artis mengilhamkan artsnya dengan penuh minat bertemakan kesedaran seperti everybody is special in their own ways, be kind always, let's promote love not hate & be bold you have what it takes to pursue your dreams daripada tema sex drugs party yang bersepah sekarang. berapa ramai anak muda yang kosong jiwanya akan terisi? berapa ramai si judgemental dapat dipudarkan? berapa ramai si racist dapat dilenturkan? berapa ramai jiwa benci-itu-benci-ini akan berubah?

senario di atas hanyalah pemikiran sekiranya setiap insan playing their role passionately in life. how beautiful the world would be then?