lesson learned, wish me luck

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Why would you spend so much time on hate, when love just costs less, whether you like it or not, we're brothers, we're from Adam and Eves.

sedih melihat negara kita hari ni. orang-orang kita bergaduh sesama sendiri. 

ada yg ke sana niatnya tulus. ada yg ke sana  niatnya tersasar. 

kisah yg di sana macam-macam. yg baik ada yg ganas pun ada. daripada yang positif seperti rakyat memberi bunga kpd polis hinggalah kepada negatif seperti si pukul dgn mangsanya.
mereka yang di sini pula. hanya duduk menghadap laptop. tapi gaya mengalahkan hakim dan saksi di tempat kejadian.

macam-macam spekulasi wujud. macam macam pendapat keluar. yang kanan kata begitu, yang kiri kata begini. 

manusia. "memang pakar dalam hal mengadili" . 

cacian. makian. carutan. tak perlu la dihurai. berjela-jela. berkata-kata sangat handal.

manusia. "memang handal dan lebih suka mengkritik daripada membantu memperbaiki suasana"

macam-macam reaksi wujud. ada yang sokong, ada yang bantah, ada yang tak nak ambil tahu.

yang malas nak ambil tahu, rajinkanlah diri ambil tahu, anda ada tanggungjawab untuk agama dan negara.

siapa yang betul, siapa yang salah, wallahuAlam. masing-masing punya akal yang Tuhan kurniakan. nilailah sendiri tanpa perlu bias. gunakanlah semua sumber baik kanan mahu pun kiri.





"Wahai orang-orang Yang beriman! jika datang kepada kamu seorang fasik membawa sesuatu berita, maka selidikilah (untuk menentukan) kebenarannya, supaya kamu tidak menimpakan sesuatu kaum Dengan perkara Yang tidak diingini - Dengan sebab kejahilan kamu (mengenainya) - sehingga menjadikan kamu menyesali apa Yang kamu telah lakukan."

Monday, March 26, 2012

dear friends

i'm a quotes lover. i love to read them all day without getting bored. a lot of quotes exist in this world but it only make sense when you experienced it by yourself.

well..

there's a saying that goes like "just like a season, friends come and go"

"Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end." - unknown

but,

we know that life is a continuous journey. all of us travel in a different path,we experience different kind of life and struggles. meeting new people, studying different subject in different places.

it is normal when our old friends goes like these :

"mamat ni dah berubah duh" 
"sombong la dia ni sekarang, macam bagus je"
"dulu cam setan, sekarang status fb , tweet2 semua pasal agama, hipokrit la gila"
"dah tak reti taip bm ke minah ni"
"hensem/lawa la dia ni sekarang"

well to all of the friends to a friend, this is what you need to hear,
You don't know what's going on, so please don't get to judge.
You don't know the whole story, so please don't make your own assumptions.


dear friends,
all of those differences that we experienced doesn't changes us, it just help us to find our own self, our own identity.

yes, yesterday your friends were a different "friends" from the present. they no longer became the "friends" that you used to know.

dear friends,
everyone turns out to be the real them bit by bit, little by little.
some turns to the positive side which you as a friend should be happy nad support them,
some turn to the sad side which you as friend should pray for them to become better,
some starts to find their own happiness, success ,their "life" and above all they start finding the real "them",
some still struggling in their own path to get to the destination.

to all my friends,
Adam Shukri Bin Ebi Shahrin never forget the days he spent with all of you. Continue to be his friend, as you will always find him yours. Whenever and wherever.





In life friends will come and go, but your parents will be with you through thick and thin, ups and downs. They want nothing else but only your best interests in their hearts. So appreciate your Mother. Appreciate your Father. They are the best of friends after God. 


kadang-kadang kita selalu lebih utamakan kawan berbanding dengan mereka yang cebokkan kita masa kita masih kencing berterabur. It is sad bro :)

Saturday, March 17, 2012

home sweet home

perkara yang paling menyeronokkan apabila pulang ke kampung halaman,
kau tak perlu risau pasal makanan yang sedap sedap belaka,
sentiasa ada punya.
tahniahkepadapuanzakiahbintiabdullah

Don't fear to walk slow, don't be a horserace, be a marathon.Giving up is always an option but never my choice.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

i'm still waiting for the day that checking my result will make my parent's day

okay. result dah keluar. aku fail 3 subjek. tak perlu la aku olah kenapa aku fail.

kata orang mudah, kalau result teruk, maknanya confirm la kau tak belajar, main-main.

tapi kalau kau dah belajar. bertungkus-lumus macam mana pun. tak berjaya juga. siapa perlu kau salah kan ? tiada siapa. diri sendiri je yg perlu ditampar.

kadang- kadang aku terfikir, kau pergi kelas, kau belajar, kau try jadi nerd. kenapa perlu kau buat semua itu ? untuk apa kau belajar ? untuk apa kau berjalan , mendengar, menulis, menghafal, dan memerah otak ?

untuk Allah sebenarnya. kenapa ? kerana kita tercipta untuk menjadi hambanya yg sentiasa perlu mencari keredhaanNya.

adakah kita belajar kerana Dia ? atau kita belajar semata-mata untuk markah ? atau untuk mengimpress org lain ?

kalau kau belajar untuk markah. kau akan terseksa bila lihat kau fail. kalau kau belajar untuk mengimpress org lain, kau akan rasa kecewa.

tapi kalau niat kau siang-malam memerah otak untuk Dia. fail macam mana pun, kau rasa tenang. mungkin ini ujianNya untuk kau. siapa la kita ni nak mempersoalkan takdir tuhan. siapa la sangat kita ni sampai tak boleh untuk diuji kan.

tipu la kalau tak sedih. tak kecewa. manusia mana tak sedih kalau tak dapat apa yang dihajatkan.lumrah manusia berasa sedih kalau yg dihajat tak tercapai tapi buat apa kau nak terus hidup dalam kesedihan. life must go on.

kau jatuh, kau kena bangun sendiri. kau tertinggal, kau kene berlari sendiri.
sendiri. tiada siapa pun nak tolong.

selamat pagi

Monday, February 6, 2012

You may have every title, every big shot degree but you still can't explain: Alif-Lam-Meem





Bonna Mohammed - Sign




Let me take a moment to show some kindness, 
To the folks who blindness was a disease that effected the eyes alone,
I promise I won't judge you, I barely know how to love you
And like fools we preach rules, but we don't even follow our own.

Everybody needs comfort,
Some people find it in this; some people find it in that
And some people just don't find it at all.

But this world is full of signs 
From the moon to the stars in the sky
From the bees and the bugs, like a seed in your blood
Like a feen to a drug, makes you need to look up
And questions what's up, why you deal with this stuff?
When your spirits are crushed and you trek through the rough
But like thunder it struck, said "Be" and it was

All the signs that were sent, they finally make sense
You feel the torment, so you need to repent
When your heart is cement, it's hard as a brick
Cause your soul is worth more than the dollars and cents,
All the money in the world couldn't buy you happiness
Cause "verily, it is in the remembrance of Allah, that hearts do find rest"

And do not get it confused,
I'm not a scholar or a preacher
I'm just a regular dude, who makes mistakes too
But we are reflections true, 
So I cant talk about me without talking about you

And who knew?
We would end up in a place so confused
Where little boys wanna be like little girls and little girls just wanna be abused
Where the terrorize the truth, mentally arrest the youth
Even though there is no law but Allahs' and momma didn't raise no fool.

And who knew?
That expecting the world to treat you fairy because you think you're a good person,
Would be a little like expecting a bull not to attack you because you're a vegetarian,
You can't begin to learn what you think you already know
In mans own ignorance we forgot that women once watched us grow
And before that you were a tiny ball of flesh without any bones
And before that you were just unknown, and now look behold
You have the arrogance to assume that you just made it on your own?
But what were you but a chewed piece of clot, before the grew
And who knew you would trace you ancestry back to a zoo?
You must have really come from apes with your monkey point of views
Even the devil believes in God, so what does that make you?

And it's true
Sometimes I feel like Noah preaching to a packed empty room
Nobody wanna listen until we start rolling out two by two
I'm a big fan of Abraham; never break-up from Jacob
Joseph had the kind of beauty that you couldn't find in makeup
Moses was to Pharaoh what stones are to arrows 
And David to Goliath was truth is to silence
Following, Solomon I'd get down too
Contrary to popular belief, Jesus is my homeboy too.
So peace be upon the whole crew who came to teach what we never knew
Even though few caught the groove, the never turned blue
Never confused what was true even if it was a taboo
Never came for fame or praise but to praise who the prayed too

And who knew?
That an unlettered man from the middle of the desert,
Would change the whole world from darkness into heaven
You may have every title, every big shot degree
But you still can't explain: Alif-Lam-Meem

And who knew?
There would be so many views and way to explain
That he's closer to you than your jugular vein
So if you complain that God must be cruel
Can you give Allah, all that he gives to you?
From the breath that you breath, to the trees that you feed
From the eyes that you see, to the sea that you eat
If I cut you, you bleed, than you heal magically
Were the illest machines, manufactured for means.
The concepts extreme but this world is a dream,
It's not what it seems filled with lies and deceit
The truth is serene so wake up smell the deen
Praises be to He, His Oneness, Supreme
Totally unique, in no need of sleep 
Not like you or me, his greatness complete
No partners, no mates, no father, no sons
No discount 3 in 1, just Allah Azwa Jal
Even the birds sing his name,
The Lord of all the worlds
Glory be to He and to Allah is our return

Thursday, February 2, 2012

20

"I pray to you to increase my patience,strengthen my faith,help me walk through this difficult journey,many a times i forget your presence,many a time i choose to walk a wrong path,and i have never thank you enough,sure i do say alhamdulillah,whenever i can,but it would never be enough,your holy words have touch me,your signs amaze me,but why do i still choose my corrupted heart,and do things that i am not supposed to?i pray to you not to only help me,but also my family members,who might also feel in despair at times,which i may never know,let's not only stop at family,i pray to you for everyone,that i've known,or i have yet to meet,ya Allah please forgive me for not adhering to your rules,i have been bad for not listening to you,but i am trying my best here,lastly,i believe that you'll be the one,who will decided,who i will be married to,let her be the person,who will continue to guide me,to walk in the rightful path,and the one who will always remind me of you,it'a alright with me if people call me a loser for any particular reasons,i will never punch their faces or fyling-kick their ass,as long as i have You with me,for me it is more than enough,You're always there for your faithful servant.whatever happens, it's alright with me. forgive me when i whine"


source tumblr

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

big black bugs bleed blue black blood but baby black bugs bleed blue blood

malam-malam ni layan lagu reggae best jugak. lama tak apdet.

ada banyak benda sebenarnya aku nak tulis tapi tak tertulis. kadang-kadang tu malas. kadang-kadang tu nak tulis tiba-tiba lesap lost tak ingat apa nak tulis. bila aku tengah melabur la idea datang mencurah-curah  tapi bila aku duduk menghadap lappy ni je semuanya hilang. lesap. macam sekarang -.-


memandangkan aku nak final januari ni so aku letak foto ni la ek

Sunday, November 27, 2011

don't worry be happy


orang yang paling bahagia bukanlah mereka yang memiliki hal-hal yang terbaik, sebaliknya mereka ialah orang yang berusaha menjadikan yang terbaik dari setiap hal yang hadir dalam hidup mereka  
be content.look for the positives in all situations :)

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Nothing in the world is permanent, and we’re foolish when we ask anything to last, but surely we’re still more foolish not to take delight in it while we have it"

family. friends. wealth. health. and everything. it comes, sometimes, whether it is unexpected or expected , in an easy way or the hardest one, cherish it , enjoy it for it may go in a blink of eye. do the best with what you have and where you are now. above of all, there's nothing you should be regret if your intentions is pure and sincere.

lama tak apdet blog oi haha